The Blueprint of Life
Understand, even your poverty is your choice. You have a blueprint of your life inside your consciousness. You just project that blueprint and live.
If that blueprint can be altered, erased and a new blueprint can be created, you can change your life. Changing the inner blueprint is what I call living enlightenment.
If you can change the blueprint to the correct one, you can attract all the right things to yourself in this life. And even in the next life, you will constantly attract right things. Altering the blueprint is what I call spiritual practice or meditation.
Many times, some experiences will make you understand the truths which you read about. You would have read some truth in some book, some experience suddenly will make that into reality. One of my experiences helped me to realize one such truth: I had read in many books we are responsible for our birth. But I could never understand how a child can be responsible for his cancer, how a child can be responsible for his autism.
A four year old autistic boy was brought to THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM for healing. He was born and brought up in a Telugu family. I put my hand on the child and started healing. The moment I connected, the child started speaking in Tamil. He said, 'Remove your hand, I don't want you to heal me.' In a very colloquial style of Tamil, he told me to remove my hand in a very rough way. The first thing: I was shocked as to how this child was speaking and that too in Tamil.
I asked his parents whether the child knew Tamil by any chance. They said, 'No chance Swamiji! None of us knows even a single word in Tamil. How he is speaking in Tamil, we don't know!'
I asked the child, 'Why are you saying not to heal you? Why are you asking me to take my hands?' He again replied in very colloquial Tamil, 'Just remove your hands!' He said, 'I don't want you to heal me. I purposely took this body and mind!'
I asked him, 'Why did you take birth as an autistic child?
He said, 'I was tired or working and making money and running my life. This life I decided I will not take any responsibility. I want somebody to take care of me. So I took this kind of body and mind!'
I told him, 'Ok, but your parents are such nice people! You are giving suffering to them. Why did you take birth to them?' He said, 'I took birth to them, because they are good people. They will take care of me.'
Then I had to take my hands off out of respect for the individual's freedom, and the boy said, 'Thank you for respecting my intentions.'
This incident may be very shocking and mystical but it is true. It is the case of a stressed soul that wants to retire but doesn't know how to retire eternally. The being can actually relax by reducing engrams but he doesn't know how to do that. So he suppresses the expression part by taking a handicapped body, so that he has less choices to face in life. By reducing the number of choices, he tries to force himself out of the game of life.
This incident gave a clarity, click that directly or indirectly we are responsible for our life. If we can awaken the energy which can heal, which can clear the negative blueprint we are carrying about our life, I can be sure our whole life will take a big turn.
I am not teaching you positive thinking. I don't believe in positive thinking. I don't believe in thinking first of all! So whether it is positive thinking or negative thinking, it is junk. So understand I am not promoting positive thinking. I am just stating few simple facts, few simple truths.
Awakening your inner energy through direct seeking straightaway starts attracting the things in your life behind which you were running.