Don't Judge, Just Relax
You can be relaxed; there is no need to be serious. Of course, if you are checking me out, then you will be serious, too serious, trying to constantly judge me and what I am doing. But I tell you: don't bother too much, just relax. I am already judged by people around the world. If you are sitting here, waiting and judging, you are going to miss the whole thing. That is the problem. If you are judging, you will be wasting your time.
Judging is not wrong. The preliminary programs like LBP, NSP, Dhyana Spurana Program…all those programs I have created for the people who are first timers, who are judging. But this program, the Atma Spurana Program, I have designed more for the people who are really interested in diving deep. The other programs aim at breadth. This program aims at depth. So unfortunately, if you have not done any of the checking out programs, decide not to waste your time any further. If you have already checked out a bit, then you won't have a problem. You will be completely ready to dive in. So now, don't bother much about judging. Just dive deep into your being.
Dive In!
One more thing: you will not be able to understand about me unless you dive into the technology that I have created. And unless you have dived and had one experience, you can't judge either. Unless you yourself have one experience, you can't understand whether I had it or not. Only when you have some experience, you can understand. So even if you want to judge me, jump completely inside. Only then you will be able to judge properly. If you are standing outside and judging, then you are a critic, not a seeker.
There are two ways of looking at things. Understand: a positive doubt such as maybe what he is saying is right - if you just have that 'maybe', that's enough. It is a scientist's mind, a beginner's mind. How a scientist approaches a theory, in the same way, but in the beginner's stage. Then there is scope for so much to happen; so much of work can be done. Otherwise, you will be just sitting and wasting your time and my time.
Even if you are not able to completely throw away your doubts, decide for these two days that you will strongly believe, you will strongly trust, you will strongly work with the Master, that's all. Doubt will completely disappear only when you become enlightened. But now, you can decide that you will put the maximum possible energy in the direction of working with the Master.
You have two paths: you can put your energy on working, or on doubting and wasting time. Now, I am asking you to put your energy more towards working. If you are doubting, I need to waste a lot of time in convincing you and proving to you. I have already convinced people around the world. That is the number of initiated disciples as of now. And for sure, there are at least a few 'more intelligent' people than you in that number. So just relax from the head.
Why do you think I have to tell you so many things? Why do I have to take so much time in doing this? Because people waste so much time in intellectual jugglery, that's why.
The other day, I went to one of our devotee's house. I was telling his daughter to do an LBP program. She told me, 'I will do whatever my mom says, but I should be convinced about it.' I wanted to ask her, 'Does that mean that whatever you are doing, you are totally convinced about?' No! The problem is, in other things in life, we are not bothered about logical conviction, but when it comes to spirituality, we are too cautious. I wanted to ask that girl, 'You must be smoking or drinking. Are you logically convinced that it is good for you?' There are so many things that people are not logically convinced about, but they go ahead and do it. But when it comes to spirituality, they get too cautious. They spend a lot of time and energy in just intellectual jugglery. The real reason is, they do not want to enter into reality, that's all! It is a cunning way of postponing reality.
See, you want to claim yourself as spiritual, but you are not ready to transform in order to claim that! So, you just play with the knowledge. Playing with knowledge is a nice way of postponing reality.
I am telling you very clearly: you are spoiled, corrupted with so many unnecessary words and ideas. It is time now to dump all the words and go in for the experience, for the truth. Ramakrishna Paramahamsa says beautifully, 'People go into the mango garden and do a big survey, a big research. They analyse: how many types of mango are there? What is the production cost? What is the sales cost? What is the income? How many trees are there? How many branches and how many leaves are there? All the statistics are put down. There are some other people who simply go in, pluck a few mangoes, eat them and come out!
We waste too much time in analysis! The whole time is spent on project planning. No work gets done!
Actually, you don't need so much time with me. Only because you are loaded with words, with too much analysis, do you have to sit together with me for two days for anything to happen. I have seen so many people having the experience without going through any technique or program with me.