Discourses from Nithya Dhyan
Your Dual Identity – Identity To The Outer World and Inner World
Understand, you have two identities. One is the identity which you carry and show to the outer world as to who you are. This is called ahaṁkāra. Another identity which you carry in you, which you believe as you inside your heart, is called mamakāra.
Your whole life is nothing but a fight between ahaṁkāra and mamakāra, what you want to project to the outside as you and what you believe within as you.
Your whole life is nothing but a fight between these two identities.
Ahaṁkāra, how you project yourself, will always be much more than what you are, it is the superiority complex.
Mamakāra, what you believe as you, will always be much less than what you are; it is the inferiority complex.
Your whole life is nothing but a suffering between this inferiority complex and superiority complex. Whether the thoughts are related to inferiority or superiority, neither give life to them, nor suppress them. Just un-clutch.