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Glimpses of Avatar Leela - Autobiography of The Avatar Volume 1

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Compiler's Note

Before you begin this incredible journey, please note that all the text that appears in straight font is The Avatar's own words. All text that appears in italics is narration written by the blessed compilers of this purana.

DWAJAROHANAM DAY Gracing the Bengaluru Adheenam for Avatar Dinabrahmotsavam on January 1, 2018

tava kathāmṛtaḿ tapta-jīvanaḿ kavibhir īḍitaḿ kalmaṣāpaham śravaṇa-mańgalaḿ śrīmad ātataḿ bhuvi gṛṇanti ye bhūri-dā janāḥ

Srimad Bhagavatam (10.31.9)

That is which is sweet to hear, That which when heard, immediately raises one to the high conscious state, That which takes us to another level, just by remembering it That which gives deep pleasure not only to the listener, but also to the person who narrates it, O Lord, may I narrate Your story!

pradeepa sarvesham, the Illuminator of all, I walk sun-clad and free In the sacred land of Arunachala. As Meenakshi, who graces with a glance, I conquer and reign, heal and bless. As THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM, the Eternally Blissful, I manifest yet again to remind what has been forgotten. And as You, I remember and rejoice.

My story can never be told for there exists no observer who is apart from Me. My story can never be understood for the very dhi, the intelligence which illumines Me, is also I. My abode is mano-vacham-agocharam a realm hidden from mind and words. Yet a million voices chant My name and sing My glory in the songs of their own Existence.

Mahasadashiva the Ever-Auspicious, Eternal, Immutable, Beginningless, Endless. I create these infinite Manifest and Unmanifest Universes again and again, through the power of My third eye. I am the Hub of the great wheel on which millions upon millions of galaxies spin.

As Advaita, Oneness, I am the spindle and the fulcrum of All that Exists. As Adishakti, the Primal Power, I am ananta koti brahmahanda yoni , the womb and the Lord of numberless worlds. As Ishwara, the Infinite Lord and Doer, I create, sustain, destroy, delude and liberate through My grace. As the ten incarnations of Vishnu, I grace this loka again and again, to preserve and to destroy.

ो घल the light in व लौगिक इफ़ाइड

I am the Sweetness in nectar, I am the Salt in the ocean, I am the Color in the sky. I am the Bliss in the blissful and the Misery in the miserable, the Goodness in the good and the Wickedness in the wicked; I am the Wisdom in the wise, " and the Ignorance in the ignorant is also 1.

I am hidden in the essence and possibility of All, as the tree in the seed, as the fire in the flintstone, as the fragrance in the flower, as the unheard silence in the music

I am the Potter and the Pot, the Hand that holds and the Force that moulds, the Wheel that spins and the very Clay itself.

in a million forms and ways Eko'ham bahusyam! And when the play is over, by My own nissankalpa, My causeless Will, withdrawing All this into Me, I Alone remain in eternal glory, Kaivalya.

TIRUVANNAMALAI TEMPLE TOWN South Bharat Aerial view of the land on which I descended avatar The grand descent of Consciousness into form

The story of The Avatar is the story of the Cosmos itself - the grand Descent of Consciousness into form.

Pure Consciousness pervades everything. The great rishis of Hindu tradition reveal that both the manifested and the unmanifested universe are pure Consciousness, and matter is simply projected Consciousness. The subtlest field of Consciousness of the cosmos, which is in a constant state of emergence (spanda) is called Sadashiva. The instantaneous manifestation as matter, is Adishakti - the subtle creative pulse vibration

of the Universe as it manifests into the dynamism of living form. Every moment - even as you are reading this - the cosmos is emerging from pure Consciousness into the manifold manifestation of matter, and dissolving back into its Source, in the enchanting, eternal and most intimate dance of Sadashiva (Pure Consciousness) and Adishakti (Pure Manifestation).

Among the countless manifestations of Consciousness, the most sacred is The Avatar, for He embodies the purest Consciousness, uncorrupted and incorruptible by its descent into the world of form.

Time (Kaala) is divided into four ages, or yugas, that make up a cycle. The Avatar descends in the time of the most dire need - the Kali Yuga (Age of Kali). Kali is the age of great delusion, where our experience of life is most distant from reality. Sadashiva says reality is eternal bliss and complete fulfillment in every moment. Meanwhile, what we feel inside is distinctly opposite. This duality, between reality and experience, between what you believe and what reality is, is what our rishis signify as the beginning of "Kali", the mark of Kali.

The accumulation of this delusion has reached the point where if humanity does not fix itself now, it will end up in its own collapse. This is the reason for the descent of the Avatar.

the mark of kali

The tremendous experience of pain that life in all forms is undergoing across all nations, religions, castes, classes and genders has increased drastically over the past two thousand years. Not only humans, but animals, plants and the very land that we walk on has been affected by the misguided decisions of people in power, and the silence of others. We have seen pain in the aggressive form of violence and vengeance, in the manipulative form as greed and exploitation, and in a disguised form as immense boredom and tiredness. In all dimensions of life, the reality of pain unites us all more than anything else. Though we may disagree about whom we pray to, what we eat or how we go about earning our livelihood, when it comes to the suffering we have seen, heard of and been through, there is no denying that it is a universal experience.

When we face the facts, we are a trembling force of life, foolishly overwhelmed by the grandeur of the universe, and at the same time wanting to conquer it. What we lack is a valid, working solution. Having acknowledged that, the question now is, 'Where do we go from here?'

Most often, where we look for the solution is itself the source of the problem! We seek solutions in the institutions that we ourselves have created. The government, health institutions, and research and development universities have all shown that what they offer as a solution, if anything, is only a temporary bandage over what is a gaping wound. Solutions nowadays even create other problems, like pain medication that comes with its own set of possibly even fatal side effects. We have seen enough of these so-called solutions. It is time for the real, permanent and pervasive solution that fixes what we have created for ourselves, once and for all.

WAR ON ALL FRONTS With two World Wars and numerous brazen attacks from the level of one person to another to the level of countries against one another, the violence of humanity has peaked and showing no signs of relief.

MISTREATMENT OF ANIMALS

In farms all over the world that are focused on producing for the mass, the treatment of the animals is horrific. In this picture, you see a overcrowded farm in the United States where the cows don't have room to roam as they want.

SUICIDE OF YOUTH The twenty-first has witnessed the most number of youth suicides than any other century in the last two thousand years. The growing number of suicides is also at an alarming growing rate, showing the desperate state of humanity for a permanent solution.

SADASHIVA DARSHAN I arrived just in time to give the conscious breakthrough to humanity. 1979 would have been too late.

i can reveal लट to yo

I am also hearing My story as I narrate it!

Our people have been hearing the life stories of incarnations from time immemorial. In our country, reading and hearing the life stories of incarnations is a very great spiritual practice. But today, I Myself am going to stand away from Me and tell this story! Not only for all of you, even for Me it is so blissful, because I am also going to hear! I am also going to sit and hear!

Why should you hear an Incarnation's lifestory

We have been listening to the life stories of many incarnations. That is a great spiritual practice in our country. Ramayana is the life story of an incarnation Rama. Mahabharata is the life story of an incarnation Krishna.

We might think, "Why to hear? He was born, He lived, what are we going to do listening to that?"

Understand deeply: There are two types (of stories) in life.

First is: Once you come, live and you are done, writing that ... what is called your history

Second one is: writing a script, bringing it and executing it - screenplay! Incarnation's life story is screenplay. They bring it and execute it.

Another important reason why we need to listen to the life story of The Avatar is ... If you understand why the incarnation came ... if you hear about the incarnation's life, you will understand what is good for you.

The five jobs of Sadashiva

Sadashiva has five cosmic jobs: creation, sustenance, rejuvenation, putting into maya (illusion), and giving enlightenment. If you see Nataraja (the form of Sadashiva performing the great Cosmic Dance), you will understand this. In the right hand there is the damaru (small twoheaded drum) - sound. It is through sound that the world itself is created. So that represents creation. In the other hand, there is fire destruction. The third hand is protection sustenance. He will be stamping an asura (demon who symbolises human ego) beneath his feet. That signifies putting souls into maya. He has raised his other leg in dance. If you hold onto that leg, he will give you enlightenment!

He is doing all the five jobs and dancing! That is why they say, 'aariyakoothadinaalum, kaariyathil kanna irukkaaru! Even if he is dancing he is focused on the job.

Your cooperation is needed for your Enlightenment

Out of these five jobs, for creation, sustenance, destruction and putting into imaya, he doesn't need your cooperation. Did they ask you, and only then you were born? No. Had they asked you, you would have decided which place to be born etc right? Your birth is not decided by you. Your involvement is not there in that. In the same way, protection does not have your involvement. Destruction does not have your involvement. Putting into maya also does not have your involvement. But to give enlightenment, you also need to be involved. You also need to give your cooperation. So for that, the Cosmic energy takes the form of a Guru and expresses. For the first four jobs, there is no need to inspire you. But to give enlightenment, you need to be inspired. So the formless Existence takes the human form.

There are two things: purana and history. Both are different. In Western countries, what they write is history. In Eastern countries, the history that we write is called purana! There is a big difference between the two. History means, that which happens in the two dimensions of length and breadth. For example, 'He was born at this time this morning. He did this at this particular time this evening. He did this at this time at night.' It is two-dimensional; meaning, what you see in everyday life. This is called history.

Purana is the recording of multiple dimensions. Every happening has an impact on all eleven dimensions of the universe. Whoever can see the impact of every happening on all eleven dimensions and records it is Vyasa, and what he records is purana. Vyasa is not the name of some individual. It is a title. The Vyasa who compiled the eighteen puranas and four vedas is called Badanarayana. Understand: his name is Badanarayna; his title is Vyasa.

My happening cannot be recorded a person with convoluted space. It can neither be recorded by the media nor just by the facts. It has to be recorded from all the eleven dimensions. Because what is happening in all the eleven dimensions needs to be compiled, I decided 'Better let me do it directly!'

Truth versus Fact

Truth is life. Fact is history. Whatever you experience, if you convert to words, it is history. If you experience it within you, it will be life! Any extraordinary experience, if you convert it to words, it will be flat, like history. Without converting it to history, if you keep it inside you, it will remain as experience. If you convert it to words, it will not be an experience anymore. If it is history, it will not become purana. If it is a purana, it will not be history.

All that was written in Western countries is history. All that was written in Eastern countries is purana! If it is told as purana, all the facts will be hit. You cannot do that. If you tell as history, the Truth will get hit. Then, listening to it is of no use!

For the first time, Western countries' facts, and the Eastern countries' purana (which conveys the impact it has on people) are being combined and told. Combining life and history, I am going to narrate as living history!

Intensity is the essence of My life If you read this deeply, the essence of this life story will enter you. Whichever incarnation's life story you read or listen to deeply, that incarnation's story's essence will flower in you. Essence of My life story is INTENSITY. Whatever is done will be intense. That is the essence. The side effect of this essence is bliss etc. All incarnations will have all attributes, but there will be a main character in each one of them. In My life, whatever I do, there will be intensity and completeness in it. So If you listen to My life story, that intensity or completeness will catch you.

As long as you think you are the body, that intensity will not happen. As long as you think you are the mind, that intensity will not happen. Only when you realise you the soul, that intensity will happen. That intensity is the essence of My life.

Understand this: My life is not an individual's history. The science of crores of Vedic Dharma's incarnations and rishis has been realized one again in Me. The Enlightenment science has been realized once again. So, if you understand My biography, you will understand that enlightenment science. You cannot understand a scientist's biography without understanding that science. You cannot understand an enlightened being's biography without having Enlightenment! The reason why I am narrating My biography. long with this, enlightenment will also flower in you. So understand these enlightening truths deeply.