Masters are gratitude personified
When you watch masters, they appear to be so graceful, so miraculous and so divine. This is because they move in tune with Existence. But you don't understand their state; you see only their status. When you understand their state, you will understand that they have simply merged with Existence and that is why they appear so blissful all the time. This is the state that you have to try to achieve.
Instead, what do you say? 'Oh! He is a master; he is always in bliss. How will he know about my problems? I am struggling here for my bread and butter and he is asking me to be in gratitude all the time.'
You only see the rose petals at the master's feet; you only see his status and think that he knows nothing about your day-to-day matters. Remember that the respect he commands is to his state, not his status. You have no idea of the struggle that has gone behind achieving that state.
You talk of struggling for bread and butter. I tell you from my own experience that so many days of my wandering, I went without food. Of course, I never thought of it at that time as a shortcoming on the part of Existence. I was so fervently in search of the truth that everything became meditation, including going without food.
You know, barring a few charity houses, and in Northern Bharat where sannyasis are given great respect, people always shun sannyasis. Sannyasis are always eyed with suspicion. People think that they have come to steal their property. I tell you, never shun them. Why don't you just give them a bowl of rice? That is enough for them. Never be miserly when it comes to giving to people. Remember: If you are not willing to be a daani, that is a man who gives a small portion of his wealth, you will be a mahadaani, one who leaves all his wealth and dies!
Anyhow, please understand that I am talking from my own experience. Even in the deepest of troubles and struggle, if you function with unwavering faith and gratitude, and use your inner intelligence in moving through them, you will see that you will emerge out of it successfully with only greater gratitude and intelligence!
Even if you lose something very precious, just feel grateful for having enjoyed it for awhile, that's all. When you become pure gratitude, you will not cry over anything lost. You will just enjoy it as long as it is there and then continue to feel grateful after it is gone also.
A small story:
A king used to go on rounds at night in disguise in his own kingdom.
Every night, he would see a master sitting under a tree in a blissful state when the rest of the city was asleep.
He felt deep respect for the master and requested him one night to stay with him in the palace.
The master said, 'Alright, I will come today because tomorrow is never sure.'
The king was taken aback at this rather abrupt acceptance of the invitation, but took him to the palace.
In the palace, he gave the master the best of rooms and the best of food.
The master enjoyed everything to the utmost.
The king was observing him as he enjoyed all the material comforts. He did not believe that a real master would enjoy things like this, so his respect for the master decreased day by day. He felt cheated.
Finally one day, the master said to him, 'Something seems to be troubling you. Why don't you come out with it?'
The king said, 'Yes, I can't understand the difference between you and me when I see you enjoying all these things like I do.'
The master smiled and said, 'Alright, let us go for a walk.' The king agreed and they went for a walk. They walked in silence for a long time.
They came to a river that marked the end of the king's boundary.
The master said, 'Alright, my stay is over. I am going, leaving your kingdom. Are you coming?'
The king said, 'How can I? I have my kingdom and my people and so many things to solve!'
The master smiled and asked, 'Now have you got an answer to your question?'
The king was simply jolted at the master's words.
Masters know that everything belongs to Existence. That is why they live totally in the moment, enjoying it to the utmost. Every moment is lived with totality. They are not fearful of losing anything because what is yours to lose?
Always remember that everything belongs to Existence. You are a temporary possessor of it, that's all. Feel gratitude always whether or not you are in possession of many things. That is the way to a liberating life. You can enjoy tremendous freedom and contentment when you understand this one thing.