Deep Truths about I and Mine🔗

We need to understand how this I and Mine gets built as our identity. How does one acquire the ego or identity which is not the real self. These deep truths from vedic wisdom can lead you to a quantum jump in unleashing the True Self and realizing the real you. Just having the understanding and allowing that understanding to work on you will start the psychological revolution in you. If you cooperate and change your day to day activities based on the understandings happening to you, more and more understandings will start happening to you. These kinds of sutras or aphorisms, are just the kind of clicks you need to understand the real you and to shed the false identities which is all ideas of the mind. Next thing you need to do is cooperating with the effects that are happening out of this psychological revolution.

Mine is built before I

One of the greatest declaration, greatest weapon and greatest tool given to human beings for awakening of the consciousness by our ancient wisdom is that mine comes before I. Not I and then mine. If there is I and then mine, then you can never realize the true self because whatever you do you will be working only on the mine. Mind is mine. See mind is also one of your properties. So whatever you do will be only on your property, not on you. Operating on your properties cannot get you out of disease. Surgery being done to your car cannot help your knees. So all your operation if it is on the mind, which is mine, then how could the false ego be lost? I sat and consciously verified how the I and mine gets created.

I is standing on Mine

First comes the mine which are all our desires and knowing which is all the concepts and ideas and so called knowledge. Only on that the I or your identity what you think as you is getting built. Not that I is base and on that mine is getting built, which means you don't know even the false identity before you start accumulating the properties and knowledge which you hold on as mine. I was able to verify this when I had the opportunity of watching a child that one of my relatives had brought with her. She placed her infant son on the floor with toys. He was playing with the toys and then he picked up one of the toys and put it in his mouth trying to swallow it. I snatched the toy so that he would not hurt himself. The moment I snatched, I saw not only the child was weeping and crying but his whole life, was jumping out of his body to have that toy, to have that possession. See I was in a deep pure awareness and consciously alive and witnessing what was happening.

I saw from this incident that I only took what the child thinks as mine. His whole life was shaken. His whole being was shaken. He was feeling as if his whole life is being taken away and he is being killed. Some of his part is being taken away. I could see very clearly, consciously, that the I is built on mine from the young age. If the mine can be removed then I has no work, I just loses its base. I cannot exist without mine. Mine is like fabric out of which the I is created. If you remove all the fabric, there will not be I. I gave the toy back to the child. The moment he put the toy in his mouth, I saw clearly his I coming back to life, and settling. Somehow consciously I had awareness to scan what was happening inside, in his system, in his being. Again, the moment I removed the toy, again I saw his whole I, his whole being is shaken.

From the young age when you are living with unconscious, it means from day one, the I is getting built only on mine. After sometime you collected enough of mental ideas as mine. Only on those mental ideas the I is standing. Even if all the items, outer world things are taken away from you, you have collected lot of ideas and knowledge as mine. On that knowledge and ideas the I is standing. That child fortunately does not have ideas and knowledge collected as mine, but he has products and items collected as mine. The moment it is taken away, the I is shaken.

Till the age of 7 you are getting built only on whatever physical things, physical properties you have. After sometime, you acquire ideas, desires, fears and so many things. Then you are building yourself on that. That is what I call having individual logical thinking. If you start acting or if you are active even when you don't have things around you then the individual logical thinking has started happening to you. If you can start acting or if you are active even when you don't have physical things around you, what you think as yours, then you have started having, intellectual logical thinking. You don't understand that the ideas and concepts and so called knowledge you have accumulated are also some more properties. They are also properties of your mine.

I is standing on a shaky platform

Understand, till age of seven kids cannot think without their properties. If their properties are not there, there won't be thinking. Nowadays, at the age of 3 itself it starts because input is too much. After enough input is put inside, then a platform is created by the collected ideas of desire, fears. It is on all these things that you start thinking you. You start creating the I because the platform is there from the moment you started having the I. You never think that without the platform, the I cannot exist. You start thinking that the I is more stronger and permanent. You may argue, no I can think even when I don't have properties around me.

You are now the property of your mind

Understand now, this one click and allow this initiation to work on you. The understandings that you are currently having that you are the center and that your desires are your own and that they are your property is a lie. Your fears are your property or whatever is happening inside you, your mind is your property is a lie. You are the property of your mind. This will bring so much disrespect to your mind, so much of rest, so much of un-clutching between you and your mind. As long as you think your mind is yours you will never be able to stop fulfilling what it says. What it anticipates. You will never be able to escape from its roots.

You are now the property of your desires and fears

Even if you escape from your desires, these same desires will attack you in the form of fears. Your mind is very intelligent when you escape from the desires it will create fears and make you do the same thing what it wants you to do, in a different way. It will enter from the back door. Whether it is your fear or your desire, it is not yours. The very understanding your fears are not yours will leave you so freely, with so much of rest, you don't have to stop or escape from them. You don't have to stop them. You don't have to escape from them. At the most what can happen? Death. Let it happen. For whom it will not happen. For everybody it will happen. Not only for you, even for me. At least what you think as me. This body is going to die. There is nothing that is not going to die. Let you have this courage. Anything has to disappear, this one clarity, your fears are not yours. You are not needed you don't have to protect yourself from those fears. You are not continuously needed to protect yourself from those fears. Neither you are needed nor do you need to protect yourself from those fears continuously happening. Your desires are not yours, your fears are not yours. You are only being created and given a illusory idea to you that you exist so that you will continue to fulfill your fears and desires.

Your fears and desires have crated a lobby and put you as the president just to fulfill what they want. This is the essence, but unfortunately you start thinking you have power and you are fulfilling the needs of your fears and desires. Because of that you continue to exist and you continue to create things which needs for you to exist. Relax just from this one thing. You, what you think as I is nothing but created leader by the fears and greed. Every fear you remove, part of you will die. Every desire you remove, part of you will start melting away. The moment you remove all these things, suddenly you will see, you don't exist.

Your identity is now like the light at a certain point created in these laser beam shows. From three or four places they will send some strong laser beams. They will hit at one point and will appear like a strong light, or a sun in one spot in the sky out of nowhere. If you remove the laser beams, the sun will not exist. But because you are seeing that sun for quite a long time, you forgot that laser beams are responsible for the sun to exist. You start thinking that sun has its own existence. You start thinking you have your own existence, apart from those three, four laser beams which are contributing to your existing. What you think as you is not self emanating. You are truly self emanating.

Un-clutch

When you understand your fears are not yours, your desire are not yours and you are the property of all your desires and fears, suddenly you will start losing respect for them, then you will un-clutch completely from whatever you think as you. The sun will disappear. When the laser beams are moved away, the sun which was there will disappear. This is what Buddha calls nirvana, extinction. What you think as the false you will be extinct. If you remove the fuel supply what you think as the false you will be extinct. What all you think as yours that only adds to what you think as you.

Start the psychological revolution

All you need to do is allow all your desire, fear, greed, idea about world, idea about you, ideas about me, everything to go through a change based on this understanding, this clarity. When the clarity happens, when you click with this sutra, start tuning your day to day activities based on this sutra. If you say, no, no my life is already planned; I don't want to disturb it, etc then ok. Anybody who is courageous, understand, if there should be psychological revolution click, this click is enough. Now sit and revise all your goals, all your ideas about what you want to do in the life, what you a want to become. What you are. You may be having an idea about you and your efficiency and your possibility. Your efficiency will always think as lower than your possibility and your goal and so many other things. Now revise all of them, just with this one understanding.

Understand, before desire and before knowing, how can I say I am. It means, be very clear, your desires or your knowing does not have a base of your being. Even though you are continuously believing this is what I want to be and this is why I carry all these desires, that is why I carry all this knowing and that is what I am expressing in the life. Your belief of what you want to be, and the path to what you want to be is not in tune. This is the click. How can you say, your desires and your knowing exist in you before you realizing the true you. Your understanding, your desires are your property is the main reason, why you are running behind trying to fulfill till the end of the life and getting frustrated.