Your bigness frightens you
You always believe that you are suffocated by your smallness. NO! You are suffocated by your bigness! Whenever bigness is demanded of you, whenever you feel you are being 'forced' to expand, you shrink even further into your comfort zone. Your tiredness, your boredom, your weakness, your powerlessness – all these are nothing but the resistance you have to seeing your own bigness!
That is why, when someone tells you that you are weak, poor and a sinner, it is so easy to accept it. But if someone tells you that you are divine, you are powerful, you are complete, your whole identity starts trembling with fear!
But life always demands your expansion, because expansion is the natural law of life. That is why you carry such a deep fear of life, especially life in the form of other people – because people are the most living expression of Life! The more you engage with life, the greater the expansion that will be demanded of you.
You think all your responsibilities are like a solid hill sitting in front of you. No! They are just like a big balloon floating in front of you. You just need a little bit of authenticity or a small needle called initiation to burst it! The feeling of powerlessness is nothing but your fear of your bigness. So just weed out all the powerlessness, all the weakness.
Whenever you are feeling weak, tired, powerless, the first thing you should do is this: immediately take on ten responsibilities and commit to fulfill them within a certain time! Shake your inner space so powerfully with that commitment that there will be no way for tiredness and boredom to grow inside you.
When you feel powerless, simply declare and take on additional responsibilities. Make a list of additional areas in which you will take responsibility, in your life or others' lives.
Discover how this practice can shake your inner space and help you grow!