Are you afraid of your possibility?
Understand, it is because you carry the fear of your possibilities that you get into the space of 'impossible'.
Your patterns, your anxieties, everything, is directed only in one line – fear of your possibilities.
I can share an example from my own life.
I first had the experience of enlightenment at the age of twelve.
At that time, I was in love with the joy that I experienced from that state. Beyond this, there was no cognition of having reached the state of 'ultimate truth'. For something as huge as the experience of enlightenment, this cognition was incomplete.
After this experience, it still took ten years for my bio-memory to believe that what I had experienced was the ultimate truth, and settle with that possibility - because the biggest roadblock was the vast possibility that would follow the first experience!
It is not easy to believe in your own importance, the possibility you can actually be!
At a superficial level, you may believe that you are confronted by your patterns and the limitations imposed by your patterns. But deep down, it is the resistance to your own expansion that limits you.
It is due to this 'fear of your possibility' that you get into the space of 'impossible'! Because, if you believe in your possibility, then your bio-memory loses its power over you, your laziness loses its power over you - and because of this, you feel that 'you' will lose power over yourself!
Listen: You strongly believe that you can run your life successfully only if you continuously manipulate the people and situations in your life including yourself.
You feel life is too vast and unknown and dangerous to be contacted directly.
So you take all the support you can – laziness, resistance, spontaneous lying - to make a small safe comfortable island for yourself in this vast life! These are all the ways in which you manipulate life to make it safe and comfortable for yourself.
But you forget - you are a lion, not a fox!
You do not need manipulation to survive and succeed. You do not need the help of your manipulative mind.
No! It is integrity and authenticity that are your strength, not your manipulative mind.
Let go of the manipulative mind-set and declare your commitment to an authentic life.
It is the resistance to your own expansion that limits you.
It is because you carry the fear of your possibilities that you get into the space of 'impossible'.