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THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM as we know him

I AM WAITING TO SEE YOU SOON. WITH TONS OF LOVE, Nithya Seva

Sivagami

Sri Anand Roop

Dear Swami,

My humble pranams to your lotus feet!

After the Healers' Initiation yesterday (Monday) in Holiday Inn, Newark, CA, myself and Maa Nithya Roop (Jyothi) were bubbling with enthusiasm and bliss. But as soon as the day passed, we found ourselves in a kind of depression. Swami, we know we cannot stay doing what we are doing and still be where we want to be. Swami, please allow me to be one of your hands.

My wife and I have talked about our options, considering our son's life and our responsibilities as parents and our desire to be your children.

We have come to the US in 1997 and worked sincerely hard, and got the green card only two months back. Amongst many of our dreams, we also dreamt of being able to have our son live in the US and study here. In your ecstatic presence and under your compassionate divine guidance during the last two weekends, our desires have changed and worries have been thrown away. But the lingering attachments are still in us. We need to live in the US 50% of the time to maintain our green card status, which is required to support our son's education and take care of him.

I seek your compassion. Please bless us to be your sevaks. Swami, please bless me with the opportunity to become one of your hands and cherish life as an ashramite for five to six months every year.

With your blessings, I want to use my software/ computers knowledge or anything you feel fit, to do something for Dhyanapeetam. I am eager to work hard and rise up to your expectations. Maa Nithya Roop and I would take turns to cherish our time in your service and take care of our son. These are our humble prayers. Swami, please guide us and make us instruments of your Compassion.

Swami, as per your divine guidance I turned down the Dallas offer, which was 25% higher monetarily for me. I already knew it is because you see more dimensions than I can imagine. But to my utter surprise, I just got a call from a friend that he is getting me an independent contract, which is like 60% higher than my current pay, and this is without moving from where I am!!! What this means to me is that I can stop measuring with my matchstick, and I should be aware that when you bless, I need to be ready to receive in all forms.

In THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM,

Sri Anand Roop

Ma Anand Samarpan [Nacha]

Vanakkam Dearest Swami,

Swami, I miss u sooo much!! All the ladies here are missing you and feel empty without you! Everyone is calling me and saying they don't know what to do. I am telling them all to listen to your tapes, CDs, discourses etc. You have attracted us all like a magnet and now we don't know what to do without you!!!

I cannot concentrate on my work Swami! I really want to hear your voice, so will call you today.

I love you Swami.

Humble pranams at your lotus feet.

Ma Anand Samarpan

Ma Anand Shri [Aruna Reddy]

My dearest Swamiji,

Ever since I have seen you in LA, You are in my heart all the time. You have touched me deep inside my heart. I am trying to see you in everyone, as you said. It has made great changes in my perception. It is like seeing others with love eyeglasses! Just thinking of you gives me immense joy and I am simply lost while listening to your kirtans.

It has been so hard to fast all these years, but after your ASP and NSP, I was able to fast on Shivratri with no problem. I could not believe it myself. No trace of hunger on that day! Moreover Swamiji, I had a problem of oversleeping. Now I am just fine with 6 and a half hours' sleep. I know you are with me and guiding me in my sadhanas.

Swamiji, I want to grow fast spiritually, and my goal is not to have another janma. I don't think it is that easy to reach that stage. But definitely with your blessings, I feel I can attain anything. It just seems so easy! Ever grateful to you ...

Ma Anand Shri

Ma Nithya Seva [Shaila]

My dear loving Swamiji,

This is your Nithya Seva. Swamiji I GOT MY CANADA VISA. Thank you so much, you really did a miracle. The Visa people did NOT ask me a single question, and they gave me Visitor Visa for 2 years, that's great…

I am missing your physical presence but I know that ur love and blessings are there for me. Thank you so much again!

Thank you and Love you,

With a heartful of love,

Nithya Seva

Vanakkam Swami,

Humble pranams at your lotus feet.

Swami, I want to tell you something that just happened to me.

I was driving to an appointment and was using the navigation system in the car to find the route. (Whenever I am not using the navigation, I always listen to Nithya Kirtan). Once I found the way, I decided to switch the CD to the Nithya Kirtan which I am hooked onto.

The CD got stuck and wouldn't come out, and in the process of trying to take it out while driving, I got onto the wrong freeway. Swami, for 10 minutes I kept trying to take out the navigation CD. It just wouldn't come out and got stuck.

Immediately, the inner chattering started and I was saying to myself:

The car warranty is over and it's going to be so expensive to replace the Navigation system - and moreover, I won't be able to listen to the Kirtans. What am I going to do? I have to be able to listen to the kirtans. I should have sold the car after the warranty finished, but then, this is THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM's car, so I shouldn't sell it. I just wish THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM was here with me. He would have clapped his hands or done something and this thing would work. Too bad THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM isn't here with me now."

By then, 10 minutes had passed. (So much inner chattering!)

That same instant, THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM, I heard a click and I knew that the CD would come out. I tried it again - and of course, it popped out immediately! What a fool I am to not know that you are always with me, even if you aren't physically here! It was a good lesson for me. I will tell this "small story" at the satsang this Saturday. THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM, you are incredible.

Just wanted to share that with you.

You must be so busy in Oklahoma. I am thinking about you all the time.

Please take good care of yourself THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM.

I MISS YOU THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM, SO MUCH.

Humbly,

Ma Anand Samarpan

Trisha Howell

Dearest Swamiji,

Thank you so much for the love and blessings that you showered on me and on Addie (the small white dog) when we took your ASP program and the Ananda Healing initiation in Bellevue! I cannot tell you how much I appreciate what you have done for us and what you are doing for all people in the world. I look forward to a lifelong relationship with you.

I am excited to start doing Ananda Healing and also to study with you further both here and in Bharat.

With love and gratitude always,

Trisha

Yamini Gourishankar

Dear Swamiji Friend :-)

I know you are busy, but I felt like writing to you to say hello.

After speaking with you on Monday after the Healers' Initiation, and reaffirming the blissful experience (which seems to come and go) as Ananda Gandha chakra, I am beginning to realize the value of the initiation.

Now your physical presence is not here... I know however that your energy is everywhere and when this mind drops its conditionings/habits more, it will open still more to receive that energy.

I wait for that day when the mind merges with the Universal energy and when this body/mind becomes a perfect instrument to serve that Universal Energy/God. Hope you will write.

Love,

Yamini

Yamini Gourishankar

Dear Swamiji and Friend,

It is so nice to hear from you. Your words keep echoing to me - "Drop all the conditionings of the mind" - and it is having its effect since then. There is an underlying current of happiness that seems to always exist, as the mind is just beginning to let go of memories and prejudices, and live in the Now.

The intellect wants "Atman Spurana experience", the intuition says that is another conditioning of the mind, just let go. So the mind is going to surrender and let go. I wrote this piece after I read your mail and am sharing it with you.

Dropping the conditionings of the mind Seeing through the Form into the Formless Surrendering to the Now Seeking no more Waiting no more Just being in the present Embracing/Being the Energy And just Living That is all that seems to matter now.

Love,

Yamini

Dear Swamiji,

It is quite different using this 'aircraft' body instead of a 'bullock cart'! I believed you when you said that one could move in the world with this 'better' body, but am still surprised to find myself so changed. I don't allow my mind to think too much about the difference, because it is so startling that the mind gets nervous and wants to pull back.

The effortlessness of it all is so delightful that I feel like I did as a child... open and tender with every living thing.

I have changed my diet completely - and that includes a great attachment to coffee and coca cola - all in one week and with no effort whatsoever. I have energy 24 hours and am completely mystified how different everything looks, yet is as it was, all the same. (The mountains are still mountains, yet totally new).

I am still experiencing lots of motion outside my body that I assume is the energy body, and it is uncomfortable (very) at times. But I keep your mala with me and hold on for the ride and trust you. It is the hardest thing I have ever done, but also the sweetest. Thank you from the top, bottom, and all sides of my heart!

Trisha Howell

Dearest Swamiji,

Thank you very much for your reply! I look forward to staying with you at the ashram. My husband and I are in the process of selling our house and once we get rid of most of our possessions, we will be able to spend extended periods of time with you.

In my last Mahamantra meditation, after I had been humming about a half hour, I felt my root chakra growing very warm, and then it felt like it exploded and a great energy rose up my spine all the way to my crown chakra. I was in bliss for hours afterwards. I had heard about the kundalini rising, but this was the first time I'd experienced it. Wonderful!

Other happy news: There are a growing number of people in New York who want to see you. While I was doing the ASP last weekend, I talked on the phone every evening with my husband Dean while he was treating patients in New York. He was impressed by the experiences I was having and told his patients about them. Now they are calling his office asking for more information. My husband is, of course, also very eager to meet you. He's been looking at your photo and remarking about how wonderful your energy is. He can see and feel energy more easily than most people as he has developed that skill extensively through his work.

In closing, allow me to tell you something really funny: On Monday night, when I bought a complete set of your work, I also got your large, lovely biography, The Formless in Form. As I had already read a sample copy all during the ASP (I spent most breaks reading it), I didn't think to open my own copy until Tuesday.

When I did open it, all the pages were blank! I laughed and laughed because it was so unexpected and yet strangely appropriate: it is impossible to really capture a person's life in text and photos, and somehow the blank pages conveyed to me the blank slate a person's life is the freedom and possibility to become one with God by dropping all hindrances to that union. Then one shines forth as the formless (the blank pages) in form (the book).

The appropriateness of this metaphor for the blank book I received seemed like a special gift to me. I have not been a person who laughs a lot, but I notice that I've been finding more things funny and laughing a good deal more since I've been with you.

Anyway, be well and I look forward to all that is ahead. Lots of love,

Trisha

Ma Krishnananda [Priya]

Dearest Swami,

Thank you for your inspiring presence.

I miss you tremendously Swami. I cannot think about anything but you.

My entire being wants to be with you constantly. I want to do the ASP as I know its benefits for my spiritual progress. Love,

Priya

Pranam Dearest Swamiji:

You have only been gone a few days and I am already feeling lost. Thank you for everything you did for me when you were in San Francisco, CA. In a few days you have transformed my life. I have become a complete vegetarian and my outlook on life and death is changing significantly. I consider you my guru and my master and I thank Shirdi Sai Baba for directing me to your feet.

My love and prayers to you always.

Please write a few words if time permits. Please keep your love and blessings in my life always.

Your loving disciple,

Sri Ananda Jyoti

Ma Nithya Seva [Shaila]

Dear loving Swamiji,

Tons of roses to ur feet. I am fine here by your blessings.

I hope you all are fine. Swamiji, I am happy to inform you that your Nithya Seva has started to heal in the name of Nithyananda Swami from last Friday. Some of them came to me to be healed and they are all happy.

Swamiji I am sorry to bother you all the time with my email, please DON'T mind ok. Whenever you are free, you can send me the reply ok. I will NOT feel bad bcoz i know that my Swami is busy and there are many people like me who are also wanting some suggestions from you. Swami I would love to come there and spend time with you all, but the situation here is not so good, just in a matter of time when you bless me, then totally I shall be at ur feet, I will do Seva for you and others.

With tons of love,

Ma Nithya Seva

Dearest Swamiji

I don't know how to start.

I'm one who is looking for a job and very very unlucky in getting a job. Many times I ask God, why did you give me a desire that's not going to happen? But I try everyday for a job, hoping one day I'll get it. When I met you I wanted to ask you this, but I was not able to ask you at that time.

Will I ever get a job? Is it because of my karma? What should I do?

Please help me and show me a way. Sometimes I even feel, why should I live, and I cry and cry whenever I think I'm so unlucky with acquiring a job. I know that you know everything and will show me some way and give me an answer.

Unable to express my feelings by writing.

Thanks for your answer in advance.

Sivagami

Swamiji responds:

My dear Sivagami,

Before April you will have a job, don't worry.

My love and blessings.

Swamiji

Kay Burtness

Dear Swamiji,

Please come to my travel business and fill it with your healing light. Please infuse everyone that interacts with my business with your healing. Fill my partner with light so he makes sound decisions.

And last but not least, fill my heart with your inner light so I can share it with others and find the best possible solutions in these times of crisis.

Thank you again and again and again.

Kay Burtness

Ma Anand Samarpan [Nacha]

Vanakkam Swami,

Humble pranams at your lotus feet.

Swami, I don't know what is happening to me. I am thinking about you every minute and want to be with you! Swami, I have never felt like this before about anyone or anything, but I am always longing to be with you.

Swami, if you cancel your trip to Dallas, why don't you come back here???? PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE. I know I am being selfish, but if you have a few days, you can come here and I will pay for your ticket.

I miss you Swami and love you.

Humbly,

Your pest, Ma Anand Samarpan

Sri Anand Bharathi [Sebastian Hegenbart]

Dearest Swamiji,

I just wanted to share this unusual experience with you.

Last Sunday mid-afternoon Naomi, Konane (our daughter) and I drove up the coast from Santa Cruz to a place called Big Basin. It is a beach where the forest comes all the way to the ocean.

We walked out to the beach and there was a really strong wind. I started to feel lightheaded and strange. I tried to play with Konane but I was very much distracted. I knew something was going on with Naomi as well. After a short time she said that she would go back to the car, she needed space.

I played some more with Konane and then asked her to come along for a walk into the forest. She didn't want to go, but wanted to stay with Naomi in the car.

I then started walking. I looked up at the mountain that is covered by forest and I saw a gigantic face of Hanuman looking over the mountain in the clouds. I had a very wobbly feeling in my stomach. Then the image was gone and a moment later it was part of the forest/mountain, then it faded. I started walking again and I could hear everything magnified, I could see the most vibrant green in the plants and I knew that if I asked the plants anything they would answer me. Everything was very very intense and my vision was enhanced (can't really describe in words).

This lasted for a short while and subsided somewhat. I picked 2 purple flowers and took them back to the car for Naomi and Konane. Then we all went for a walk... I have never worshipped Hanuman or really known anything about him... I think about him a lot now... you know my question...

With the deepest love and devotion,

Anand Bharathi

Swamiji responds:

Dear Sri Anand Bharathi,

Hanuman was the messenger of Rama, you are my Hanuman, be ready to spread my message and plan to start living with me in the ashram.

My love and blessings

Swamiji

[P.S.M. - A devotee]

Namaskarams!

Whoever reads this mail, I have a prayer for SRI Nithyananda Swamigal. My brother is suffering from lung cancer. At the age of thirty he became depressed and became mentally ill and was treated by some doctors. Nobody was able to find out the real cause of his suffering. He came to the United States for his higher studies and returned with severe depression. Nobody could diagnose his condition. He suffered, as well as his family. Finally we were forced to send him to a place where they take care of all patients of this nature. Now he has been diagnosed as having lung cancer. IT IS VERY SAD THAT MY BROTHER, WHO WAS VERY SENSITIVE AND GOD-FEARING IS FACING THIS KIND OF SITUATION IN LIFE. IT IS UNBEARABLE.

I had the opportunity to attend SRI Nithyananda Swamigal's discourse in Fremont, USA. It was total bliss!!!! I am told that Swamigal and his healers can heal any kind of ailment upon request. I call upon you to visit and heal my brother with your prayers. Can you please do this for me, for our family?

With lots of thanks and regards,

[Name]

Swamiji responds:

I am SRI Nithyananda Swami, reading your mail myself.

I will meditate and help your brother in whatever way is best. Don't worry, I will take care. If possible send his photograph.

My love and blessings

Dear Swamiji,

Oh! God! I just couldn't believe my eyes, nor can I control my tears of joy! What a blessing to a soul to feel and experience the Love of God! You are the embodiment of love, Swamiji. I am just out of control today, with all emotions, as I believe God is amidst us all the time if only we look for Him. I feel very much blessed by your kindness and love. My heartfelt thanks Swamiji.

Regarding the photo, I have only one, which was taken in '93. Hope this will help.

Thanks a lot.

With lots of Love and Pranams,

[Name]

Hello Swamiji,

I am the African American woman that was at the retreat in Oklahoma City this past weekend. It was a wonderful, awesome experience and I want to THANK YOU again for the opportunity. You are such a BLESSING!!! However, I needed to email you with something that I'm dealing with that seems to persist. I feel like I can't maintain that state of inner peace. I tend to be so dissatisfied with myself. I do acknowledge today that I do not really know myself, who I am or what I want (or what God desires for me to do with my life) or even really trust myself. It is so frustrating. Up two days down three, on and on and on. I feel like I keep repeating so many of the same life-lessons. And like you spoke this weekend - we can have 'head knowledge' but if we don't experience it - it will not work. Maybe I'm not patient with myself??? Not really sure, so your guidance will be so appreciated.

You Are The BLESSING!

Fredonna

Dear Swamiji,

I was one of the University of Oklahoma students that attended your talk last night. I want to thank you for coming to our little corner of the planet. We definitely need more visitors like you here!

Last night, I asked you if enlightenment was really as easy as you made it sound. You were able to communicate the simplicity of it in a way that cut through all my ego games and allowed me to taste the bliss of which you spoke. I am eternally grateful to you for that gift. I wanted to talk to you personally afterwards, but I was so blown away that I could not formulate anything to ask, so I left. But today, Dr Barbara Boyd of the OU Religious Studies Program and I spent hours talking about your message & the profound impact you had upon the both of us (I am Dr. Boyd's graduate assistant in the RELS program).

I am wondering if there will be any more opportunities to see you while you are still in Oklahoma?

I have often read about & a few times experienced powerful spiritual presences that have cut through the ego's defenses and allowed one to See. I am coming to realize that my soul is hungry for this food. I intend to come to your ashram and take you up on your generous offer to conduct research, but it will be some time before I can manage the arrangements. In the meantime, I want to know how I can continue what was begun last night (aside from continuing the meditation technique you taught us). I feel like you gave us all a tremendous jump-start that broke down the ego barriers of those open to it, and I want to continue and augment this process, but am unsure how to proceed.

Thank you so much for coming & sharing with us! In gratitude,

Dara Fogel

Ma Nithya Premi [Gertrude]

Dear Swamiji,

How can we live without you - we miss you so much!

Please, if you can, come to Fremont before you go back to Bharat. I will take care of your trip as soon as you let me know. If you cannot, then, please come back in 6 months. I would be happy to sponsor the event in Fremont. I am aware of the importance of your mission, and hence would be delighted to help you somehow, some way. Just let me know. I just want you to know I am here for you. If you need something, anything... I am here for you.

Love,

Gertrude (Ma Nithya Premi)

Ma Krishnananda [Priya]

My Loving Master,

How can I thank you enough for everything you have done for me?

I am not going to try. I am blessed and extremely lucky to have gotten You for my growth. I know I am born anew.

I henceforth give my good, bad thoughts, actions, words to thee. I have nothing which is mine... everything is yours. My love for you is much inferior to the love I saw in the eyes of the beautiful THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM today. Still, however poor quality it is... I do love you. I love you with all my being.

Thanks for my new and real name… you have told me my path and I will remain your gopi forever. I give myself to thee... do whatever you want with me... I do not question or doubt anymore... You are my Guru and I follow you... however I am, I belong to you. I love you Swamiji…

Many times during the meditation I felt your presence just next to me. I am grateful for everything Lord. I am sorry that my love for you, although it is 100%, has been masked by my worldliness and doubt.

Thanks for the chance to love you.

Your loving

Ma Krishnananda

Dear Swamiji,

Namasthe.

I sincerely thank you for spending time in Oklahoma, especially for being so open to share with us your inspiring healing. You have been kind and patient with the research projects.

I will be compiling the article with the exciting new findings in the next two weeks and will send it to you before you leave USA .

Meanwhile the news about your visit to Integris Jim Thorpe has been added to the website that can be seen by anyone .

There are two web pages with your photographs and the type of studies done.

With Warm Regards,

R.Murali Krishna, M.D.

Ma Abhayananda Bharathi [Naomi Hegenbart]

Dearest Swami,

I need your help and guidance... For the last week and a half I have been having a lot of amazing experiences, but now I am feeling a bit overwhelmed by all the things I feel and see around me. I am finding it harder and harder to find solace with the people around me. Sebastian has been really wonderful in trying to understand, but I knew he didn't really know the extent of it. So I did the Mahamantra with him one morning where we held each other's hands. I knew that I could not convey with words what I am feeling, only by feeling it himself could I explain more accurately... and it seemed to work. I have no doubt in my mind that you know what I have experienced. I know now that I do not want to and cannot go on alone and I would like to have your presence as a guiding light as I enter into this new life and journey. I would be overjoyed if you would be my teacher and guide...

With All my Love and Deepest Respect,

Ma Abhayananda Bharathi

Dear All,

I am the father of Shailender, who was brought to Swamiji under conditions of severe physical and mental illness. The power of prayer and the healing of Swamiji has had the desired effect on Shailender - the WBC count which was 600 at the time of admission into the Hospital, gradually increased and he was discharged from the hospital.

The recovery has been miraculous and he has been found fit to take the arduous flight to Bharat, for recuperation and convalescence.

In your own way, each one of you has contributed your share, for the miracle that has happened.

God Bless you all.

In the Service of Swamiji,

Affectionate regards,

Dyumani and Ramachander

L. - a devotee

My dear Swamiji,

Thank you so much for coming into my life. I am indeed blessed to have had such wonderful opportunities with you. I had never felt this kind of pure love that you showed me. It is so pure, so true, so sweet - really a THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM true to the word!!!!!!! I thank you for the lovely hug that you gave me and for calling me 'Mom'. I am at loss for words but you know that I have you in my heart forever!!!!! Thank you Swami from the bottom of my heart. I seek your blessings always on my family. Thank you for touching my daughters with your presence. They feel they missed so much and wished they had attended the ASP. Sunil, of course cannot wipe the smile from his face, and my husband is truly happy to have been with you. Part of me misses you but part of me is in the bliss of having been with you. Please be with me always, my dear son.

Love you lots,

Shanti - Mom

Ma Vivekananda Bharathi

Ma Anand Swabav [Savitri Rambhatla]

Dear Swamiji,

Thank you so much for your advice. As per your advice, Anand Kamal is continuing with his online courses.

I have learnt not to worry since you said, "Don't worry ma, now, he is my worry. He will be fine."

I am still helping him with all his assignments - I feel like I am a fulltime student and a fulltime doctor and a fulltime homekeeper!

But just even thinking about you and meditating gives me all the energy. I have become more patient. At times when I get tired, bringing your blissful form into my mind and slipping into Ananda Gandha meditation and thinking, 'Swami, help Anand' calms me down and his work automatically improves!

With love and respects,

Ma Anand Swabav

Dearest Master,

I say I love Thee, but I see it is tainted still, I say I surrender to Thee, but I am constantly using my free will, How will I grow and when will I grow... I am at a loss, Can you ever forgive me... for being so gross? Why did you create me... if I am meant to be me? How ignorant and foolish I turned out to be? How fortunate I am to have seen Thee!! I feel your compassion and love… Almighty!! Forgive me for my doubts… I am really ashamed, Forgive me for my love... filled with taint, I do not know how to love or surrender or have faith, I only know that I am blessed to be loved by thee…

Krishnananda

Namaste Swamiji,

This is THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM Praba (Douglas MacKallor - the red headed devotee.)

Once again, many thanks for helping Ma THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM Shanta (Tam Truong). Her position seems more secure. That is a relief! And she is very grateful for everyone's help (especially yours).

All is well with us. When my wife, Ma Anand Praba (Sharmila MacKallor) does the Shakti Dharana meditation, it is very easy to see that you have entered into her! She sways back and forth with energy and bliss. So we know (with physical proof) that you are always with us. (I feel your blissful energy too, but not like she does.)

Swamiji, I know that you are with us, but being of human form, we would also like to ask you directly for help. Several times, during your visit to the Bay Area (we wanted to ask you about Anand Praba's job situation, but we were too ashamed to ask you about worldly matters.

Ma Anand Praba works at the same place as Ma THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM Shanta, and it is a very political (difficult) place.

For the past three months, Ma Anand Praba was supposed to be promoted, yet there have been many political obstacles.

Could we please ask for your help? Could you please help Ma Anand Praba so that she gets the best situation possible and all goes smoothly?

Swamiji, please forgive us. I know that we need to approach God with namaskaram and not in begging form... but this means so much for both of us, that I must take the risk and ask for help in worldly matters. Please forgive me and accept my humble request.

Thanks again for all...

We have been keeping to at least one meditation a night (sometimes more) and feel blissful just knowing that you are with us.

THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM & Anand Praba

Kay Burtness

Good Evening Swamiji,

I am in the midst of many miracles, blessings and bliss, thank you!

Am working on coming to Columbus to experience the ASP program again. Also am talking to others about it. Am using the healing technique more and more and have wonderful experiences with healing others, myself and animals.

Am looking at some business ventures .. please help me figure out which directions to go.

Thank you for your smile, your bliss and your wonderful light in the world. I cannot begin to tell you how deeply touched I am with the fact that you have shared this incredible gift of bliss with me and the world.

Kay Burtness, California

Dear Swamiji,

How are you? Everything is just ok here actually the truth is it has gotten worst. We went out to texas yesterday and oh my gosh. All my father could say was lies. He was telling all his friends that he had spent time with me so much as a little kid that i was very lucky and still am. He says to people my mom has the easiest life, if she does then why is she always sad and cries all the time.

This is just an update of how it is going here at our house. Now for my life and how it's going. Woow i feel great, i'm not as worried about things as i used to be and i'm more relaxed. I have a big college exam coming and i'm really nervous. This is going to determine where i go. I really want to go to this one university but i don't think my dad can afford it unless i get a 1600 on that test. So please give me some advice on what to do

I just wanted to say thank you for being there and guiding me. Suddenly it seems you are the only one i can trust with my thoughts. I have always wanted a big brother or sister as i was growing and i'm glad i found someone. You make me feel very secured and happy any time i think of you. For some reason i have tears running down from my eyes as i am writing this email. You make me free and alive with love. Much love and happiness! love from your little sister,

L.

Syam Sundar Mannava, OKC

Sri Nithyananda Swamiji:

We feel blessed by your visit to Oklahoma City. I attended both the ASP and NSP programs and here is what I feel. I feel that ASP encouraged me to start living normally and NSP took me even beyond, it has given me a second chance at life.

When I mentioned to you that I still am getting unnecessary thoughts you said, 'Relax, I will take care of you'. I am already seeing the effects of your taking care of me. For more than two months, our accounts receivables were locked up, putting my partner and me in a very tight financial position. Immediately following the NSP program week, we started getting checks, and as I type this email things have eased up financially and the future is looking bright. It goes to prove beyond doubt that you are taking care of me.

My only question Swamiji is, how am I supposed to react when a thought considered socially or religiously wrong crosses my mind? Should I not feel guilty for any of my actions, whether or not they are socially or religiously wrong? Or does it mean that I am still not liberated from all my past guilts and sins (I am sorry to use these words but I don't know how else to describe them), by the simple fact that I am asking these questions?

Jai Gurudev!

Syam Sundar Mannava,OKC

Respected Swamiji,

We are fortunate that You have bestowed Your Blessings and grace upon us. I have always been a "bullock cart", and now I know that I can be a tractor and even a helicopter!!

Due to my late arrival yesterday, I missed the opportunity of having Energy Darshan from You. I do not know if I will have an opportunity to be in Your presence until Your next visit, and therefore I am requesting Your Blessings and Energy Darshan and Healing for all of us in my family.

Thank You Swamiji for showing me what I am capable of, for healing my leg, for healing my thyroid, and above all, for truly helping me understand what the power of meditation is.

In THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM Ananda Sri Abayananda Giri

Dearest Swamiji,

With your blessings I got into a job and I'm starting work tomorrow. I need your blessings always.

Thanks a lot Swamiji.

I would like to send my first paycheck to Dhyanapeetam. I would like to know the details of how & where to send it. With love and respects,

Sivagami

Monica Sydner 24/03/04

Dear Swamiji,

You might think I lack courage, since I want to be with you, yet at the same time want the experience to be gentle. My dilemma is always that I want to go forward, yet my body does go to extremes so easily and I have to live in the real world.

You will say it is all for the good and relax and don't be afraid. But I go OBE so easily (when we did the hum meditation for the heart chakra, I left my body, and I dislike it very much, it is terrifying) and have very much nausea and uncomfortable physical results. Or you might say just come when you are ready. But what does one do when one loves God and the bliss associated with him so much that you can't stay away? I have nowhere to speak these words where they will be understood - unless You can understand and advise.

I am coming to Ohio to see you... perhaps you understand.

Sincerely,

Monica

Harsha Parekh 28/03/04

OM GURU OM

Dear Swamiji,

A very big thankyou for that most glorious experience! No words can describe the gratitude that I feel.

I sure would like to go beyond this state of elation, enjoying the kriyas, to go beyond mind and into samadhi!!!! I guess I am asking for too much! My steps are pretty much dancing to the bathroom in the mornings. I wish to retain this state of energy!!

Any further guidance you can give me on my sadhana will be a blessing.

Thank you once again,

Namaskar,

Harsha Parekh

Dear Swamiji,

Namasthe.

I hope that you have received the detailed images of PET Scanning and Q-EEG that I have sent. I am herewith sending you 'TheMind Of The Mystic' article. I have thoroughly enjoyed your teachings and immensely respect your wisdom and your willingness to share your valuable insights. I truly believe that you are an important bridge between mysticism and modern science, most of which is yet to be discovered.

With the warmest regards,

R .Murali Krishna, M.D.

Sunil Pai 29/03/04

Dear Swami,

When I meditate and also when I pray, I find myself always worshipping your form. You said this is alright, but how do I go beyond form and worship the God in everyone and everything?

You have said people should not become attached to your physical form, so is there a technique or method to see God not only in your form?

I've noticed many changes in myself after becoming vegetarian, I feel lighter and even my friends have told me they see a change, they have said I have become a more optimistic and positive person.

I feel I have gone through these changes because of you, and I want to worship your true form and not only the body which you have taken.

Your disciple, Sunil Pai