Unclutched
Q: With this current unclutched state, can we just say to self be neutral?
A: You don't have to be neutral; whatever has to be done will be done by itself. Trust that you have intelligence to function without thinking. You are always afraid; you don't have the trust to function without intelligence. That is why you are constantly thinking and never function at all. You are afraid you will do some mistakes and finally commit big blunders. That is what is going on now, with your life. Now trust yourself you can live without thinking.