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Why Guru

Deeper Truths about the Guru

Guru is your own ultimate possibility

Whenever I speak about some incident from my life, some manifestation happening through me, I am not declaring my glory; I am declaring your possibility. My glory is your possibility. Trying to open you to your possibility is my greatest glory.

What other glory you can give me, attribute to me? No! I am not glorified by anything other than seeing you open up to your possibility. So, whenever I talk about some incident, I am just reminding you about your possibility. Constantly, an enlightened being reminds you about your possibility. Constantly, he reminds you about your highest existence.

Please understand, I am your father, mother, friend, beloved and something more. I am father and mother of your possibility. I am father and mother of what will happen out of you. I am friend and beloved of your possibility.

Please understand, I am not father and mother of you. I am father and mother of your possibility. I cannot reject your love; it is so beautiful, even though mixed with a lot of ignorance and innocence. When a cub brings grass to the lion, the lion cannot eat the grass. It will be laughing inside, but it cannot reject the grass, because it is mixed with the possibility of you. I cannot reject your love. Same way, I cannot accept it.

If I accept your love, you will accept you as you are now; which is not the right thing. You will not look up and grow into your possibility. Understand, so I need to accept your love, but I need to constantly remind you that you need to become your possibility.

I am friend and beloved of your possibility, not you. Whenever you expand towards your possibility, you will always see me just taking you to my heart as a mother, father, friend, beloved and more.

Neither you nor Guru exists!

First of all, there is no you and me. Especially once you become an ashramite, only one thing - the relationship between you and me lives through you. If the relationship is flowering, you are joyful. If that relationship is shrinking, you are in pain.

I tell you: there is no you actually. Of course, since long ago, there is no me. I have disappeared. The moment you become an ashramite, you are also disappearing. So there is no separate you and me.

Then what is living in you? Only the relationship between you and me is living in you. If the relationship is flowering, you are happy; if it is not flowering, you are suffering - because you not only have no other source to enlighten you or entrain you, in the ashram you don't have any other source even to entertain you!!

Whenever you raise to the level of your possibility, the relationship becomes very sweet and beautiful. Whenever you go down, shrink from your possibility, the relationship becomes bitter. Understand, that bitterness goes to your core. Whether it is my love or my anger, it goes to your core; my smile or my stare, it goes to your core.

My smile can make your very being flower, your root flower. When I stare at you, your very gut will shiver. Try your best to say, 'Eh, what is there, it's just the usual.' My stare will never be 'usual'! I might have stared at you 100,000 times, but the 100,001 stare will be fresh, alive and making you shiver, frightening you. My love will never be usual; it is alive, living. You might have had 10,000 hugs from me, but the 10,001 hug will be new and fresh and alive.