I give you all Abhaya
GODDeL - The Avatar's definition of God as per the Hindu scriptures, who performs the panchakrtya* (five sacred Cosmic acts) of Generation, Operation, Destruction, Delusion and Liberation.*
How does it feel!
It's like… morning… somewhere in Kailasa… then zooming out a few trillion miles away….you can't even equate it with any trillion miles... and then slowly opening the eyes and seeing, "Oh, Planet Earth, yes okay... Bharat... alright, Bangalore... ah yes, yes, yes, this is Bengaluru Aadheenam, the banyan tree is there, ahh..!"
(laughs)
Okay, let Me put it in a precise few words; let me map it down to the language which you guys understand: the cognition of the whole Cosmos, Mahasadāshiva, operating, using this body and mind and this system. This system knows only one thing - it is being used by the Cosmos. The Cosmos is going to do whatever it wants to do through this body and mind - and it will protect, take care of this body and mind, and manifest whatever is required whenever it is required.
Because of this grounded cognition, this body and mind does not have the anxiety to know what is going to happen in the future. Only when you have anxiety, you feel, "What will happen in the future?" This body and mind does not have the anxiety to know what is going to happen in the future, so it does not even bother to look at what is going to happen in the future. It knows, "Sadāshiva is operating, and He is going to do what He needs to do, and He will protect."
Understand. I am anxious about your future, so I look into what is going to happen to you in future. I am not bothered or anxious about My future, so I never look at what is going to happen in My future! For you, I use My powers, but never for Me. I know for sure that I have to protect you. For Me, I know - I am protected. It is a paradox of all-knowingness (sarvajnattva), and not knowing even the next step, because there is no anxiety!
This paradox - or I should say, 'this union of man and God,' or in My own way, 'GODDeL and man' - the paradox of this, mixture of all this, is what precisely is - THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM. Understand: I am a paradox for the people who can't understand, a union of all the paradoxes for the people who are able to grasp Me, the completion of God and man for those who try to receive something from Me, an Incarnation for the people who are manifesting powers through Me, and the Ultimate for the people who are feeling completely empowered by Me.
Whatever the other's image posed on Me, imposed on Me or superimposed on Me, the precise inner image I feel and the outer image I wanted to project is all of these words - plus a huge component which cannot be verbalized! The roar or the hair or the big-big eyes or the huge teeth all these can be descriptions of the lion by others; it can only be other's image of the lion. What lion feels as lion - how can it be described?! I can go on and on and on! To be sincere and integrated, it is the Universe, Para, the Ultimate, operating through this body. That's it.