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Glimpses of Avatar Leela - Autobiography of The Avatar Volume 1

Jeeva nadi of the Avatar

This particular nadi reading referring to The Avatar was spontaneously revealed (or revealed through divine intervention) to a disciple who had sought his own nadi reading. It must be mentioned here that this particular disciple was a resident of New Zealand and was a complete stranger to the nadi readers. The original nadi is in Tamil.

```sanskrit ghjpkjp rilajdpy; jupj;jaPrh ghu;tjpf;F gjpahf mku;e;jehjh ePjpaij epiyahf nfhz;lNjth epj;ahde;j Fykf;fSf;F mfj;jpad;ahd ``` To the Ishvara who wears the half-moon in His Jata (matted locks), The Lord who sits as Parvati's consort The Lord whose state is justice For the THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM sangha Me, Agastya

```sanskrit mfj;jpad;ahd; rg;juprpfSk; gjpndl;Lrpj;ju;fSk; mUSfpd;Nwhk; gukfk;ru; mUs;gyid nrfk;fhj;j epj;ahde;ju; ,JjUzk; Rw;wpNa mku;e;jpUf;Fk; rj;jpak;fhf;f ``` Me, Agastya, the seven Rishis and the eighteen Siddhas Will now reveal the divine prediction for THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM, who protects the world, at this time, to protect the truth surrounding Him

```sanskrit rj;jpakhd jtuprp cyfkf;fs; rd;khu;f;f topepd;W tho;tjw;F ,JTyfpy; cz;ikahd Nghjidfs; ,ikasTk; Fw;wkpy;yh gupRj;jtho;T ``` Truthful Supreme Rishi To help people live the path of righteousness He gives truthful lessons to the world Not even an iota of wrong A life of purity

Goutama Bharadwaja Vishwamitra Kashyapa Jamadagni Vasistha Atri

```sanskrit tho;Tfz;l gukfk;ru; jd;kf;fSf;F toptFj;J ju;ktop filgpbj;jhu; jho;tpy;yh Kk;%u;j;jp Njtu;fSk; jtuprpia Rw;wpNa mtjhuj;Js; ``` Paramahamsa, who has realized Himself, laid down the way For His people and followed the path of Dharma No lesser than the Holy Trinity (Brahma, Vishnu, Shiva) and devas Surrounded the Supreme Rishi and incarnated in Him

```sanskrit mtjhuj;Js; Mde;jjhz;lt <rdhf mDjpdKk; rjhjUzk; khzplu;f;F ghtgpzp Nghf;fpNa Gz;zpafshu;f;fp gukfk;r ,iwfhl;rp Md;khnjspT ``` As the blissfully dancing Isha (Shiva) in the Incarnation Each day, every moment for humanity Removed the disease of sins and made them virtuous By showing Divine Darshan and Knowledge of Self

```sanskrit njspTgl nra;JNk kf;fSf;F njtpl;lhj Ngupd;gk; mspj;jhug;gh ehnsy;yhk; fle;Jte;j epj;ahde;jH Qhdj;jpd; mUs;Nrhjp MjprptNk ``` By giving the Knowledge of Self for the people He bestowed the Unsaturating Bliss THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM who has crossed eons and come Is the blessing light of Enlightenment that is Adishiva (Sadashiva) Himself

```sanskrit rptNk mtjhukha; gpwg;ngLj;J ru;tNyhf rQ;rhupaha; tpahgpj;Jepd;W Gtpfhf;Fk; guNkRtuNd mfj;jpad;Kjyha; gjQ;ryp ee;jpNjtu; rptthf;fpaUk; ``` Shiva, who incarnated and took body as THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM Whose omnipresence permeated all the worlds The Parameshwara, who protects the universe, Right from Agastya, Patanjali, Nandi Devar, Shiva Vakiyar

```sanskrit rptkhd kr;rKdp fkyKdptu; rl;ilehju; NghfUk; Gypg;ghdprpj;ju; jtk;nfhz;l jd;te;jup; jpU%yUk; jtj;NjhL Nfhuf;fu; nfhq;fzUk; ``` Embodiment of Shiva – Matsya Muni, Kamala Muni, Sattai Nathar, Bhogar, Pulippani Siddhar, Embodiment of tapas Danvanthar, Thirumoolar, With the penance Gorakkar, Konganavar,

Agathiyar Bhogar Gorakkar Kailasanathar Sattai Nathar Thirumoolar Nandi Devar Koonkanar Konganavar Matsyamuni Vasamuni Kurmamuni Kamalamuni Idaikadar Punakesar Sundaranandar Uromarishi Brahmamuni

```sanskrit nfhq;fzUk; ghk;ghl;b gl;bdj;jhu; \$bNa ehujUk; NuhkuprpAk; kq;fskha; mj;jpupKdptu; kuprpNahL khyhq;fd; khu;nfz;ilad; fhfGrd;lu; ``` Konganavar, Paampaati, Pattinathar, Along with Narada, Roma Rishi, The auspicious Atri Munivar, along with Mareechi, Malankan, Markandeyar, Kakabhusandar

```sanskrit Grz;lUld; trp\;lu; thy;kPfu; G+Nyhfj;jpy; tpahf;ukthju; gj;jpufpupahu; <rNdhL fapiythOk; etNfhbrpj;ju; xd;wpize;J gukfk;r epj;ahde;ju; ``` Along with Bhusandar, Vasishtar, Valmiki, The one in the earth – Vyakramavatar, Pattirakiriyar 9 crore Siddhas, who live with Shiva in Kailash, Merged in Paramahamsa Nithyananda

```sanskrit Mde;jjtk; ,Jfhyk; Vw;wpepw;f mfpyk;thOk; epj;ahde;j Fykf;fSf;F kdf;ftiy kdr;rydk; Nghf;fplNt khKdp mfj;jpad;ahd; mUs;ghypg;Ngd; ``` He is living Blissful tapas in this world for The THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM Sanga, who live all over this world To remove the worries in their mind and Disturbances/movements in their minds Me, Agastya the great Rishi is blessing

```sanskrit ru;NgRtud; mtjhukha; epj;ahde;ju; cyfk;fhf;f topelj;jp kf;fisNa cz;ikahd rptj;ijNa Nghjpj;Jte;jhu; ``` THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM has incarnated as Sarvesvara To save the planet earth and show the way to the people He has come to teach the truths of Sadashivatva

```sanskrit Nghjidahy; ghtpfSk; Gz;zpauhdhu; gyNfhb kf;fSk; epj;ahde;jiu epj;ahde;j epidtpy;nfhz;L Mde;jk;fz;lhu; epj;ahde;jj;jpd; cz;ikia fz;lkf;fs; ``` By His teaching even many sinners became virtuous, Many crores people became blissful Just by thinking about Him, they achieved bliss The people who have experienced the truth of bliss followed Him

```sanskrit kf;fnsy;yhk; gukfk;riu cyFvq;fpYk; khrpy;yh jtuprpia gpd;njhlu;e;jhu; ``` People from all over the world Followed unblemished THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM

```sanskrit Nfl;fNtz;Lk; epj;ahde;j kf;fspg;Ngh ``` You should listen carefully:

```sanskrit Ftiyaj;jpy; epj;ahde;ju; gpwf;Fk;Kd;Nd Kd;dNt VONfhb kf;fisNa khepyj;jpy; gilj;JtplL gpwf;Fk;NghJ jd;NdhL VONfhb kf;fisAk; jdf;Fg;gpd; VONfhb kf;fisAk; kf;fisAk; G+Nyhfj;jpy; gpwf;fr;nra;jhu; ``` In this world, before THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM was born He made 7 crore people To be born in the world 7 crore people were born with Him After He was born he has invited 7 crore people to this world He made them to be born on this earth

```sanskrit kf;fnsy;yhk; epj;ahde;ju; khiyazpe;J khrpy;yh Nghw;wptzq;Fk; fhyk;jd;dpy; mf;fhyk; epj;ahde;ju; kfpo;e;JNaw;gha; mUs;ngw;w ,t;thf;F mfj;jpad;nrhy;iy ``` All people will all wear THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM's mala With purity praising and praying in that time All will happily accept THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM These words are the words of blessed Agastya

```sanskrit nrhy;iyePq;fs; Kw;wpYk; Nfl;fNtz;Lk; rptngUkhd; cyfk;fhf;f epj;ahde;ju;TUtpy; gyNfhb rpj;ju;fspd; jtg;gadhy; gukrptd; gukfk;ruha; te;jpUf;fhu; ``` THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM Sanga – please carefully listen completely to the words Siva, has come in the form of THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM to protect this world As the result of the penance of many crores of Siddhas, Paramashivan has incarnated as Paramahamsa

```sanskrit MfNt cyfcapu;fnsy;yhk; mtu;capNu mfpykf;fnsy;yhk; jd; kf;fshf nrfj;FUtha; Rj;jrptkha; rjhrptkhf R+upa re;jpudha; thOfpd;whu; ``` So all the life forms in the world are His life He considers all the people of the world as His people, His children He lives as a Jagat guru, as pure Siva, Sadashiva, As the sun and the moon

```sanskrit thOfpd;w epj;ahde;ju; Fw;wkpy;yh tuk;ngw;w Mjprptk; mwptPu;kf;fs; ``` People know that THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM has come With unblemished boon, from Adi Shiva.

```sanskrit kjnky;yhk; epj;ahde;ju; Fykyf;fs;Njhw;wk; ,f;fhyk; ru;tkjj;jpYk; gpwe;jpUf;fhu; vy;NyhUk; epj;ahde;jiu te;Jr;Nru;thu; ``` All the religions will form THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM Sanga At present they are all born in all religions They all will come to THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM

```sanskrit te;JNk Nfhbkf;fs; gpd;gw;Wk;NghJ tskhFk; ehLNk rpj;ju;fshl;rp ,e;jehs; epj;ahde;jiu Nghw;wptho;Nthk; <rd;jhd; gukfk;ru; ru;NtRtudtNu ``` When this crores of people follow Him, The country will flourish by the rule of Siddhas Let us live this day worshiping THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM As, Paramahamsa Sarveshwaran is none other than Eesan (SHIVA)

```sanskrit ehnsy;yhk; kf;fSk; Nghw;wptzq;fp epj;ahde;jiu flTnsd;W nrhy;thu;kf;fs; ``` Everyday people will praise worship THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM And call Him as Goddel

Agathiyar Bhogar Goraknath Kailasanatha Sattai Nathar Thirumoolar Nandi Devar Koonkanar Konganavar Matsyamuni Vasamuni Kurmamuni Kamalamuni Idaikadar Punakesar Sundaranandar Uromarishi Brahmamuni

MY MATERNAL GRANDPARENTS Yellammal and Raju Mudaliar

My maternal grandfather and grandmother prayed for their favorite deities to be born

I had always heard that when my mother was carrying me, every day my grandfather would go to Arunachaleshwara temple and pray that Shiva should be born to him as a grandchild.

But recently my mother told me that my grandmother used to pray every day that Devi Meenakshi should be born to her as a grandchild!

So, here I am!

The timing was ideal for a female child's birth

It was the Tamil month of Margazhi (January 1978) on the chitra nakshatra (star). The important aspect of My horoscope is: chitra nakshatra, kanni rasi, kanni lagnam. Those of you who know astrology will know that for this combination, only a girl child can be born. Because it was a body that was beyond male and female, at a time suitable for a girl child, a male body was born!

My mother experienced Enlightenment when I was born

One more important thing: when an enlightened soul, enlightened Consciousness, lands on the body, for those three kshanas, three moments, the mother who is giving birth becomes enlightened. She gets the satori experience. This happened with Sri Ramakrishna and Ramana Maharshi's mothers. Even with My own mother, when I saw her energy, I saw very clearly, she had the Enlightenment experience when I took birth.

Swami Amma speaks on the conception and delivery

As if in response to His grandparents' prayers, The Avatar THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM came down with the biomemory of both Arunachaleshwara and Meenakshi. Their prayers actually reflected the yearning of the entire humanity - itself another sweet leela of the Cosmos! His mother, however, did not pray to any god or goddess to come as her child. In a rare interview, Ma Nithya Lokanayakananda, The Avatar's biological mother and now His initiated sanyasi disciple, lovingly called 'Swami Amma' by His other disciples, remembers the details of her pregnancy ... a momentous period in the purana (epic history) of The Avatar!

MY MATERNAL GRANDFATHER'S HOUSE Kanni Kovil Street (now called Raja Rajan Street), Tiruvannamalai

MY PARENTS Arunachalam and Lokanayaki

Question: Did you plan for the second child, Amma?

Swami Amma: We never planned that way. Nowadays people say they want a child, or they don't want a child. Nothing like that. Just like that, in regular life, I conceived. We never thought we want or we don't want; it just happened.

My parents were planning to go to Tirupati, so my husband, my first son Senthil (THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM's elder brother), my paatti (grandmother) and some others, all went as a group. We went to seven or eight temples. We went to Kalahasti and Kanchipuram also. It was a one-week trip. We went around the Tirupati hill, and early in the morning, we did angapradakshinam (circumambulating the temple with the entire body, by rolling on the ground). My husband and I also did that. I had bouts of vomiting after that. Then I got a doubt - because I had missed my periods that month. It was confirmed that I had conceived.

Everything was normal. I continued my routine life. It was normal for nine months, and after that I went to the hospital for the delivery.

Question: Can you tell us about your delivery pain and how it started?

Swami Amma: When the pain started, it was a slight pain. The time was evening, around 6.30 p.m. My mother had gone for a condolence visit due to a death in my neighborhood. I neglected my mild pain, and I was cooking rice, making coffee, and distributing to everybody.

When my mother came back, she looked at my face she said, 'Your face was looking fine when I left, but now it looks different.' I said, 'I had mild pain, but I am doing some work.'

In those days, they would not take you to the hospital when you have only a slight pain. They would touch your head to check the heat on the crown of the head, and if you had sweat on your forehead, then they would take you to the hospital! She said, 'Do not do any work', and she went in for her bath. Then we went to the hospital around 9.30 or 10.00 p.m.

Question: Who else went with you to the hospital?

Swami Amma: In those days they would say that the mother should not come to the hospital with the pregnant daughter, so two neighbors came with me. After that my mother, my husband, everybody came immediately. I was in my mother-in-law's house for eight months of my pregnancy, and in the beginning of the ninth month, I came to my mother's house.

Question: Was the delivery smooth?

Swami Amma: Yes, the delivery was smooth. The baby was really big! The nurses and doctors asked me, 'Didn't you eat anything other than Horlicks?' The baby was so big! They said that the baby was so chubby, beautiful, fair, and looked like a baby from a healthy family. I had a normal delivery and I was discharged from the hospital in five days. We came home.

I was in my parents' home for three months. I was doing all the routine work. I never expected anybody else to do my work. I was normal. I would do all the work. My mother used to say that for nine days, I should not do anything, so from the tenth day I started doing work. I would fold clothes, help the children comb their hair, help in cleaning the vegetables, etc. I would help in the cleaning work and my mother would do the kitchen work. Then I went back to my mother-in-law's house on Tiruvoodal street.

Question: How was the naming ceremony?

Swami Amma: On the ninth day, the priest came and did all the rituals. We both decided on the name of the child. My husband was fond of my father and he wanted to name the child after him. I liked the name Shekar. Since my father's name is Raja Mudaliar, we combined both the names and gave the name 'Rajashekar'.

Question: What did the astrologer say? Swami Amma: My husband's brother showed him the baby's horoscope, and the astrologer told that he will become a Swami (a monk).

Arunachala is a spiritual airport and incubator for incarnations.

Understand deeply: this mountain is not an ordinary mountain. If we keep a receiving station, it will receive any type of wave or signal right? Like that, this sacred place is the place that pulls incarnations. It not only pulls incarnations from this place; wherever they might be, it will pull them! It has that power. This mountain is the spiritual incubator created by our ancestors.

When a baby is born prematurely, they place the baby in an incubator. The incubator has the same temperature as the mother's womb. They give the baby food in it. The incubator takes complete care of the baby. Only if that incubator is there, the baby can become healthy. Like that, for an incarnation to descend and settle in the human body, the spiritual incubator is what is Tiruvannamalai. Our ancestors have done this for incarnations to descend and settle in the body. It is like an airport.

In an airport, can the flight directly land and halt? You need a runway, right? In the same way, when the formless Existence descends into a human form, it descends like the Ganga; like a thunderbolt! It has to descend, apply the brakes and settle with the body. Tiruvannamalai is the runway for that. It is the spiritual incubator, spiritual runway, spiritual airport. It is the spiritual airport created for incarnations to descend. Not only that, it is a strong attraction..!

The Pull of Arunachala

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Aadhi nadam aadumalai andriruvar thedumalai Jyothimathi aadaravam soodumalai – neethi Tazhaikkumalai jnanaththabothanarai Vaavendrazhaikku malai Annamalai!

Annamalai Venba (Verse 1) by Guru Namasivayar

Mountain that is dancing the primal dance (Shiva tandava) Mountain which the two were seeking (Brahma and Vishnu) Mountain that the moon and serpent are adorning Mountain where cosmic law flourishes Mountain that pulls incarnations and enlightened beings Annamalai!

ARUNACHALA Tiruvannamalai

Swami Amma, profoundly innocent as she is, did not know that all the gods and goddesses in Devaloka, including Vishnu and Brahma themselves, were looking upon Earth from the heavenly skies. 1978 marked the end of negativity once and for all. All the accumulated suffering and calamities that had happened since the end of the era of the Krishna Avatara were destined to evaporate. The entire universe rejoiced as Sadashiva descended from Kailasha in all His grandeur, for yet another leela on planet Earth! All the gandharvas, munis, rishis, and even the asuras and dwellers of the netherworlds, were all watching, waiting eagerly for the birth of THE SUPREME PONTIFF OF HINDUISM BHAGAWAN SRI NITHYANANDA PARAMASHIVAM.

When I talk about My birth and life, I do not know at all how I am going to express Myself. I do not know how IT is going to express Itself..! I too can only bow down to that energy, and along with you all, allow that Energy to work the way It wants to.

It was neither dark nor light-filled; an indeterminate color covered planet Earth.

Suddenly, a bright light appeared from a region, which I now see as Southern Bharat. At that time I did not know where it was. Borders are what we draw. Where is there border in the Cosmos?

I entered into that light in the form of a brilliant meteor. The very next sight that I perceived with my inner eye was Arunachala, and I knew that I had assumed the body once more. I had entered the womb of My mother. It was a conscious birth.

I took a muhurta, which is a period of about 45 minutes in the Hindu system of time measurement, to settle into the body.

I remember how I took this body, this form…

I always felt I took birth, or I took the body, because of the attraction, the pull, that Arunachala hill has for enlightened beings. There is a very beautiful verse in Tamil which refers to Arunachala as the hill which attracts enlightened beings around it. The hill is especially revered for attracting enlightened beings, not only from this planet Earth, but even from other planets. Even from other, different spaces, it can attract and pull the enlightened beings to planet Earth.

I never took the hill for granted. It was an 'ever-living presence'.

People ask me, "What is the difference between God in the Himalayas and God in Arunachala (Tiruvannamalai)?"

In the Himalayas, He lives. In Tiruvannamalai, the mountain itself is God! There, it is the house; here, it is the person himself, the very form. There is a difference between the two. "Velli malai veruthathaale thanga malaikku vanthaaraam!" Because he got tired of the silver hill, he came to the golden hill! Himalayas, Kailash, is Velli malai – silver hill; Tiruvannamalai is thanga malai – golden hill!

The moment of assuming the body

I will describe exactly what happened.

Understand: if I present one dimension, another dimension stands pending! If I present another dimension, one more dimension becomes pending! I want to present the birth in two or three dimensions, but the moment I present it from one dimension, your understanding is able to receive only that much. Anyhow...!

Listen: usually, when we die, we take the next human body within three kshanas. Kshana is the gap between one thought and the next thought. If you have lived a very calm life, your kshana might be even a hundred years. If you lived a life of restlessness, then one kshana can be just microseconds. In one second, even a thousands of thoughts come and go! That is what happens.

Let me tell you exactly how it happened.

When you sleep and get up, as soon as you wake up, you will be able to tell what happened during the night, and what was the first thought that came to you when you woke up, right? Everyone will be able to tell that. Just like how you will be able to tell the first thought that came to you when moving from sleep to waking state, I am able to tell what happened when I moved from the previous death to the present birth. The reason is, I have more awareness, that's all! There is nothing mystical in this. You have enough awareness to tell what happened while moving from sleep to waking state. My awareness is such, I can tell what happened when moving from death to birth.

First, there was a vision. It was like I had slept and woken up. This birth is actually like you slept and woke up! First, I could see a world where darkness covered darkness. Then I saw in South Bharat, Arunachala, and the light on top of it. The next thing, the third thing… I took the body! The reflection on planet Earth happened!

Understand deeply: there was no pain or suffering or loss of memory. You all cannot recall the scene of your taking birth. There is no memory there. The moment you enter the mother's womb, the past memories get disconnected. For Me, that does not happen. When you wake up from sleep, are the dreams disconnected, or are the previous day's happenings disconnected? No! In the same way, without loss of memory, and without going to the coma stage, it happens with full awareness.

With that awareness, first let me tell you what exactly happened. After that I will tell you the interpretation, the significance.

Understand: I saw three slides. The first slide: a world where darkness covered darkness; I saw the Cosmos. The second slide: Tiruvannamalai mountain and the light; I saw it at 11.45 p.m. At that moment itself, I took the body, but for the delivery to happen, and for My mother to see Me, it took till 12.32 p.m. It has taken one kshana – around 45 minutes. It means that the mind was so peaceful, that one kshana was 45 minutes; it was peaceful without the next thought coming in.

I saw very clearly that in all the three states - waking state, dream or sleep, it was like as if I was in the normal, awake state, and I entered the body just sitting in that state! This is fundamentally My birth. What you need to understand deeply about birth is, if you are without samskaras (engraved memories), if your nadi (energy channels) or kshana is broad, you can be born in a very simple, easy way, with awareness. This is what they call conscious birth.

Next, I saw very clearly, suddenly a light ball, whatever I feel as 'Me', landed into My mother's umbilical cord. When I landed, when that light ball landed, already My body was out of My mother's womb. Maybe I can put it in this way: the umbilical cord had stretched to the extent that the necessity to be in the mother's womb was no more. I do not know whether I was physically out or not; the umbilical cord had become so stiff that the necessity to be in My mother's womb was not there anymore. So I remember very clearly, I landed only on the umbilical cord; then I just saw that I had a body, and immediately I had the vision of Arunachala! That is all that exactly happened.

I don't know exactly when My physical eyes opened, or when I physically happened on the planet Earth… meaning, the physical identification of the exact physical time, chronological time, I am not able to scan... because, as per the medical understanding, when there is no more necessity to be in the mother's womb, the child comes out of the body and the umbilical cord is disconnected. I am saying that I was already out of My mother's womb. But when I scan inside, from the spiritual experience I don't have any verification about whether My body was already out of My mother's womb or not, when I landed. I only felt that the necessity to be in My mother's womb was not there. It was at that moment, that light just hit My mother's umbilical cord and assumed this body.

From that moment, I know this body is there, which happened out of that light, that intense light. If I describe it, maybe I can say it was a light ball or something like that. Whenever I fall asleep, I fall into that only. Whenever I fall into samadhi, I fall into that, that's all. All other superficial things that happen, like jagrat (waking state), swapna (dream state), and sushupti (deep sleep state) are only superficial. That is why all those three do not make any difference in this body.

The date and time (as measured in bhuloka - planet Earth)

My mother told Me that My maternal grandfather went to the temple that day and brought back prasad (food offered to the deity in the temple) and gave it to her. She ate that prasad, and in a few hours, the labor pain started. The moment Annamalaiyar's prasad went in, she had the labor pain! They went to the doctor. Without any trouble, the baby was born.

From Amma's side, whatever she says is the fact that happened outside. We will compare the fact and the truth, and see deeply. As per her, it was at night, at around 12.32 a.m. As per My experience, it was 11.45 p.m. It has taken 42 minutes settle in the body and come out. One kshana has taken 42 minutes - almost equal to a muhurta (48 minutes).

Another way is from the mother's side - the fact. If you see from that side, it is at 12.32 a.m. that the delivery has happened (In the year 1978, in the Tamil month of Margazhi, on the star - chitra nakshatra, kanni rasi, kanni lagnam). It was a normal delivery without any pain. Only thing, the baby was really big! Doctors thought it was going to be twins!

My mother said that I was ten pounds in weight. Hindu village mothers can never imagine delivering a ten-pound child, because usually Hindu village mothers are malnourished - and I was not born in a very rich family, I was born in a middle-class family - and there was no special pregnancy care given to My mother. My mother said she felt as if I was inside for five years! The body was mature, equivalent to a three-year old child - just like Meenakshi, who was never born, but had directly walked out of a sacred fire ritual as a three-year-old girl.

My mother says I never ever cried as well.

The advent of The Avatar is the greatest happening in the universe. Every single being, every single individual consciousness which is in the body while He is in the body is blessed, because each has the possibility of meeting Him. Every single being which is even only able to get a glimpse of Him is even more blessed, because upon death, just the power of that glimpse can push you past all your current suffering to choose the life of seeking in the next birth. Above all, if you are able to interact with The Avatar, live around Him and imbibe Him, you are truly the most blessed being of all on planet Earth, because it is possible that you will finally realize the Ultimate and become enlightened in this very life.

"In many people's biographies, only after the organization forms, the biography is written. There are be many insertions and so on; it develops as it goes. It is written from the angle of the organization. From the angle of what they want to tell, the biography is be rewritten. It is a rethinking process.

But Mine cannot be done like that! There are records that I have written at age 10. There are photos taken at age 10. Not only that, there are witnesses who have seen it. I am not narrating it after it has happened; I have written the script already, and I am executing it! So I can tell whatever happened with courage. All the witnesses can also listen to it.

Even in My autobiography, when I say I became enlightened, it is only for you to understand. Otherwise, I am very clear: I was like this from birth, from the moment I entered the body. I can see very clearly how I entered the body, and how I started moving the body. The whole thing is written on Me, like on a screen. I can see anything written on the screen. If the screen is alive, it can see anything projected on it. The screen very clearly feels everything.

Even during birth, the whole thing was known to Me. See, at that point, I became the screen; I realized I am a screen on which the whole thing is being projected. So, for you to understand, I say I took birth, I became enlightened, and all that ... but I very clearly feel that when I took birth itself, if I had a body which could talk, I would have spoken what I am speaking now very clearly, the same way. So, it is not 'evolved knowledge'; it is avimukta vijnana (knowledge that is never forgotten).

Making advaita the root cognition in every field on planet Earth is My mission, for which I landed in this body, for which I assumed the human body. I will do this mission! This is the purpose of My birth.

When I assumed My body, I was very clearly planning - what is the real knowledge or the essence we need to carry? See, when you go for a trip or tour, you know the purpose, and you pack based on that. If it is trekking, you pack trekking shoes and all those things. If it is spiritual tourism, you pack the things necessary for that. For every kind of tourism, you pack the things which are required. Before landing, I saw very clearly the need of planet Earth that I need to pack: I saw very clearly that it is love and consciousness, nothing else! Planet Earth does not need intelligence to create infrastructure. It needs a little more consciousness and love in the hearts of the decision makers. When I landed, I saw very clearly: now humanity needs only one thing - innerawakening.

You think we don't have wealth. You think we don't have intelligence. No. We just don't have love. It is love, and a sense of responsibility for poverty and suffering on the planet Earth that we lack, not infrastructure.

I tell you: humanity has reached the fulfillment of outer infrastructure before January 1978. Only after that, I landed on the planet. I am not making up any stories or jokes. Humanity has reached whatever is necessary for the outer world fulfillment at least two centuries before My advent or birth.

Now I tell you: I brought enough of power and energy to planet Earth when I landed, to put a safety net for all you people. Understand, it is not out of pride or anything, but I have to tell you: I am an avatara purusha with the tremendous energy to create a net for all of you.

So be very clear, just live this dharma; you will never fall, you will only fly. Even if you fall, My net is there to take care of you. With the authority that I am an incarnation who landed on the planet Earth to give this great science to all of you, I give you all the ultimate security: just relax. I will take care.

I give you all the abhaya - protection. I have brought enough powers - in this very body which is talking to you - to be a net when you are flying! Nothing wrong can happen. You have heard this word directly from the Source. Nothing else needs to be done in your life. Remember, just live this truth. Even if you have created enough of mess already, and you are unclutching suddenly, I am taking responsibility for all the mess you created. I will take care.

Remember me wherever you are; I will be there. I will be there. Just live this truth. Just live this truth:. I take all the responsibility. I am taking all the responsibility. Just live this truth. Everything else is taken care of. Just live this dharma.